Tegan and Sara - Duct Tape Dreads Sara

When you feel down and your boyfriend is giving you shit, this happens! lol.

So anyway, the blog mainly consists of Tegan and Sara and my sometimes fucked life. They are the only ones that make it better.

So he's not calling or returning my calls/texts for some odd reason. I don't know what's up with him. We drank together, I may have said some off things but I thought it'd be excusable being under the influence,apparently with boyfriends, this is NOT the case. Please guys out there, don't take shit too seriously if your girlfriend says some off shit to you when she's drunk, she probably doesn't mean it and will forget she even said it the next day. Just let her know what she said, so the mystery may be cleared up!

The Classic "Not Racist" line By Duane "Dog"'s son

Somewhere in recent news, Duane "Dog" of Bounty Hunter made some racist remarks about a woman to his son on the phone. So is he a racist? His son says, "He's got friends that are black and mexican" then he adds a new line "he's even half Indian" lol see that here. So if you ask me what I think, the word "nigger" doesn't really make you racist but it's the context you use it in, and this guy is clearly racist. The way he tells his son that he "can't take that" him(the other son Tucker) dating her, the black woman. And that he can't be in his house if he's (his other son) is dating her. So, tell-tale that this guy is scum, and here's a phone conversation between him and the son that's dating this black woman. But that Don Imus was funny, and I don't take offense to that remark, "Those are some nappy headed hoes there". Then we see fox news and an "apology" here. The end was classic with one of the news casters pointing out his mullet. No pictures yet but you can just veiw the vids to get a better understanding of what's going on. I don't know the defending son's name but I feel sorry that he's taking up for him. Clearly, he doesn't know any better and had been brought up that way and was born a sheep and is more apt to take on the actions of someone else he looks up to.

I understand it as being a private conversation and that it was rather fucked up for his son to tape him for 1.5 million, I understand freedom of speech and all that stuff. If it weren't for that, I couldn't write in this blog with things that I feel. But it's just the fact that it's out there that sickens me. And that this guy has a huge show and he feels that way about someone his son cares about. This blog won't change a thing, for one, noone reads it, two I don't have any power over what happens. I'm just putting my feelings into words on my own personal space. I feel he should be punished by whatever force there is out there that you believe in and not by the hands of man on earth. I don't beleive in anything really,I only believe there is something out there that reprimands or rewards us for everything we do. So with that said, this and Dog shouldn't even be a memory after this. But we have no control over what takes place.

Tegan and Sara - Feelings Report

The funniest part on Tegan and Sara's DVD "The Con"! Done on My birthday. Tegan has trouble expressing her feelings and just loses it! Go buy the DVD!
You should also try out their "It's not fun, don't do it" DVD for last year's "So Jealous" funny funny things on there as well. If you haven't heard of TRQ&SKQ, then check out teganandsara.com and youtube around too!

Rocks on the roof

So I can tell you, that I am extremly bored. It's 4:18 am and I slept my whole day away. Long time since I'd actually slept but it's the only thing I had to do today. I got rid of my wrecked vehicle and got 50$ for it. I'm about to chop all my hair off TOOODAY because I hate hair now. I'm thinking there's some sort of explaination as to why I hate my hair now, but there's not. I wanted to grow it back out but I just don't like it anymore. I'm not sure if I look better with short hair or not but it's just so thick right now, I really don't care it will probably give me a fro if I do cut it so I'm looking out for that as well.

I'm recording some new songs and I will post a link here so you may hear it when I'm done. other than that, nothing.

Everything but food

Damn I'm pretty hungry! I dunno what to cook. I'm thinking potato scalops with cheeeeeeeeese mmm. Well, it's starting to cool off here in Florida. It's not Indiana November, but I mean at least it's not 10,000 degrees outside anymore. I'd acutally like to swim right now, if I knew how :). So I put up a counter to prove a point to myself that noone reads this shit but me. If I have a blog-stalker, I will know. I will know where to find you and hide in your closet and eat your clothes and shoes.

SOOOO I'm working on blogging up some art that I do in my VERY spare time, in hopes that I lie to myself and people really DO read this blabber! SOOO If you do, please make me feel more speshal than I really am and post a comment. Just to let me know that I have friends that really care about my mindless jibber jabber!

PEACE

It's not supposed to be this way.

I'm probably in a lot of trouble. I was contacted by the insurance company of a person that was involved in my accident. Apparently, they find me at fault and they intend to collect. I unfourtunatley don't have insurance anymore so I don't know what they will do. I just hope they don't call back today because I need some time to get my thoughts together before they drop a huge bomb on me. I really need a job. I'm trying to get in to Graphics Design but the jobs are so far away from me. I need solid jobs soon. I have to gather some things and get another car. I'm not sure how that's going to happen though.

I can't do it...

I can't be in love wit 2 people. It's not possible. I'm trying to move on and be with Trav, but somehow I keep ending up back with "VINCE JACKSON". I can't stay away from him no matter how hard I try or how many times I tell myself I'm through with him. The last time we were together I told him that I didn't think we should talk anymore. That was a mistake and I need to tell him that. I feel like I SHOULD be with him because everything is keeping me from being with Trav. The distance, te situations changing... Everytime I get closer, I'm further away. So maybe the reason is because I'm supposed to be with "VINCE JACKSON". I can't reveal his real name because I'm not sure that it's safe to. Even though I think noone reads this stuff, I can't be too careful.

I need him right now...